I'm a love addict and an addict of self harm, 1 year clean of my self harm addiction. I can say I'm better and I can say I'm recovered, but this is who I am. I am insecure about the way I look. I am terrified of leaving my house. But I believe in positivity changing things. I channel this pain into my art. Tumblr literally saved my life, through inspirations for fellow chubby bunnies, love addicts, and self harm addicts. I post my art, pictures, and just cute, silly things that make me smile in hopes that I can help someone with the same problems as me one day.
My blog is rather ecclectic.
I have social anxiety disorder, anxiety depression disorder, and obsessive compulsive disorder. Over the years I have struggled with a mild version of agoraphobia. I have insomnia, three types of asthma, anemia,severe dysmenorrhea, an estrogen overload, lack of testosterone, lack of progesterone, and listless allergies, many of which are food allergies. I have broken my ankle, and my knees don't stay in the sockets. I had 5 foot surgeries between January 2011 and June 2011.
I'm a vegan.
I'd like to be a professional cosplayer/model.
I'm going to college to get my degree in Early Childhood Education. I work at a home daycare run by Muslims who speak in Arabic in front of me and then don't translate.
I don't know how to take compliments.
I'm used to being treated like I'm less than I am.
Everyday is about becoming better. It's about working towards my goals. It's about seeing myself as I am.
In 2013, I recovered from a self harm addiction I'd had for ten years.
2014 is about recovering from body dysmorphia.